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junior, part I

Let this entry be on public record. My day ended last night at 2am, and begun today before 7am. Ugh.
I knew that I had to wake up early- but I didn’t realize I would be chipper. Okay, not chipper – try straggling. I took Miss Beaverhausen out for her lovely release period early this morning. As I walked into the lovely weather at 6:30am, I got the strangest sensations which consisted of me not having shoes on and walking into a frigid space. After I fixed myself, Miss Beaverhausen did the same, and I waited for Junior.
After waiting, and waiting, and waiting, I finally call my mother, concerned. Her response? “You had been wishy-washy so I let someone else take care of him.” WHAT?! I promptly shut down and fumed for the rest of the entire day. I refuse to even speak about it, I’m so pissed. I don’t plan on speaking to her for any lengthy amount of time.
Instead of dealing with all of this crap, I decide to go shopping and to lunch with Nomad. Even though I’ve had these great times with Nomad, I still fume over my mother and my conversations with her. She’s since tried to make up, but I hate being portrayed as the stupid, wishy-washy son. My reaction to this is to fall asleep until either I’m not pissed anymore or it goes away. Unfortunately, this time nothing happened. I wake up, my nephew comes over, and life continues.
Let’s see- more issues for today: 1) I still can’t modify links to NOT have underlines under them- wonder why that is; 2) I conquered the ice cream setback, still waiting on the soda; 2) Fortune came today! I am exhilarated; 3) still working with ITLA (more on that tomorrow). To add insult to injury, I’m still feeling like I’m being scrutinized and corrected on every turn- a fact that makes me more anxious and irritated by the hour.
While I’d like to talk about life in many more interesting forms, I can’t. Something tells me that I will as I get used to the site. Let’s hope tomorrow is better.

delight, delight, delight, i have a brand new site……

Alright, so this must be my luckily (or unlucky) day. Depends on how you put it.
Well, the day starts out with me trying to design this entire site. Normally that wouldn’t be a problem, but I’m absorbed into Dreamweaver MX…a good absorption I assure you. The problems for today are 1) using a calendar, when Dreamweaver MX doesn’t seem to have one; 2) trying to upload my new website (didn’t quite work – not sure why); 3) realizing that my new web address just doesn’t seem to work, and 4) that I am officially out of ice cream and soda. After sitting here and thinking of these four things, I almost go into panic mode.
I find this all unfair, actually, because I like life to work faster than this. Given the fact that BQFB is hospitalized right now gives me time to lecture him on how he really should be taking his medicine. Also, my mother decides that I will take care of my nephew not one, not two, but three days this week. That should be enough bad news today. I could reeeeeeealy use some Haagen Dazs right about now.
Getting the website up is not such a bad thing….I just have to listen to everyone’s wonderful advice, and try to absorb all of it as much as I can without having my mind shut down for the evening. Such is life. More to come later.
In the great news column for today, jbrotherlove has gotten a nice new permanent job, and that makes me damn proud. It’s been much too long. (If I could just get rid of the underline under his name, I’d feel better tonight). I also got to install more memory which makes everything go just a little faster, and also obliterates the excuse for purchasing another laptop.


This is my first entry in the website. Welcome, all. Things will change as I can think of them, and probably when you think of them too. This is my catharsis into my world, as it gets bigger day by unavoidable day. Until then, sit back and watch. It’s going to be a ride….keep bouncing.