just a little bit…
Sends fire through my spine, just a little bit…just a little bit
– Just A Touch Of Love, Slave, ‘Stellar Fungk : The Best of Slave‘
It’s been such a slow moving summer. Money is slow coming in. Medicine moves slow as it courses through my body. Going places feels slow, like I’m travelling at 80 mph but always in a full circle, bringing me back to where I started. I find myself thinking I should do more- that I could have done more. I always promise I’ll do more- tomorrow.
Gotta get out of this proverbial rut.
I love my doctor. He’s caring, sensitive, has an ego and a great sense of humor. He knows enough about me to know when i’m doing things I shouldn’t be doing, and vice versa. Yesterday he told me that 1) it’s okay to sleep, 2) I need to eat more, and 3) I need to exercise. Hey, I’m all for it, even though it means I need to more on #3.
I surfed around the internet while watching reruns of E.R., my current TV vice, and found myself helplessly absored into Lynne’s four questions. It made me think very hard about the trials and trbulations of attaining and maintaining true love. Soon afterwards, I got a piece of mail which said it best:
I am not full of virtues and noble qualities. I Love.
That is all. But I love strongly, exclusively, and steadfastly.
Guess some of my time will be spent keeping track of Wood and eating with j.brotherlove.
Back to it, y’all…